Disappointed!

So HATE the feeling!!Don't know how to express the feeling!
All I feel are:
FAILURE!! SAD!! HATE!! ANGRY!!
What a S**** day I had!

Have Fun with my Buddies ❤

UPDATED BLOGGG!!!
28 November 2010..

Today was so excited because gonna meet up with my lovely buddies there and also celebrated my best ji mui birthday (Yee sin)..her birthday suppose is 29 November since that day is weekdays so she decided to celebrate it early..

This is the Birthday Girl..pretty is her?^^




We celebrated it at Warisan Sushi King there around 12.30p.m..we having fun there while eating..long time din saw my buddies already then suddenly think back when schooling time at secondary school..so miss..><"..hmm..dont talk this..continue then,after that we chit chat chit chat there for almost 2hours while eating and I have took some pictures there..









With her Bf sweet2..^^


Everyone seems like so happy..^^

Those are the some of the pictures that I took..the rest I will uploaded at FB then..

After that,we headed to Suria Watch Bruce Lee at 3.50p.m..



Before watch movie,like usual,we go play kids games there..haha..of course play my shoot2 game and racing2 game..I think just this 2 games I most like to play..^^
Around 3.30p.m we in cinema hall and find our sit..finished movie already 6.00p.m++ then they decide to go back coz they need to mine the bus back Papar..after they back,me wif birthday girl headed to center wait somebody to fetch us and sent her to somewhere which I do not noe the name place..><"..then,we go to Suria watch Harry Potter which for me damn boring movie..



after movie,we went to AirAsia fetch my fren and then went to lintas for dinner (12.a.m++)@@..fat fatttt...but so hungry and cannot withstand starvation..then,we sent my fren back hum and headed to Tjg Aru and then back hum..the day was pass like this..even so tired but so happy can hang out wif my buddies..hope the day will come again..
I stop here!

War waR WARRRR!!!!

Hmm..moral Final Exam in this saturday..OMGgggGGGg!who can help me?!
This time I have to prepare all equipments for my war because I cannot lost for u (final exam)..

What I need is..:
1. GUN FIRE
2. MACHINE GUN
3. BLOCK
4. SUPPORTER
5. BULLET
6. FOLLOWER
7. FOOD AND BEVERAGES TO PREVENT STARVATION
8. MEDICINE
9. GRENADE

Hopefully with all these equipments I can BEAT and WIN u (Final Exam)!!
MEET U (Final Exam) on 20 November 2010, Saturday!!

❤...(=^.^=)

I am no one important,
I am just a simple girl
with a simple life.

I am no model,
that has a beautiful body
and a pretty face.
I am just a simple girl
with a simple life.

I am no inventor
that has an intelligent mind
and brilliant ideas.
I am just a simple girl
with a simple life.

I am no goddess
that everyone adores
and praises.
I am just a simple girl
with a simple life.

I am a simple girl
who dresses decent,
is smart,
needs little attention
and a simple life.



Simple.

Silly.

Stupid... sometimes.

The real me, is just a simple, silly girl. I've got an overactive "hopes and dreams" part of my brain. I latch on to ideas and possibility as opposed to reality... But, hey. It's who I am..

Awesome Inti Cube!

This 2 days(28-29) felt very tired with our mgt business activity..
we sales many kind of foods such as muffin, cookies, hot dog bun, spaghetti, cocoa crunch, burger, sandwich, ferero rocher, lolillpop and reload coupon (digi,maxis,celcom) and service which is car wash..
we did well in this business..awesome my group members!

before the business day...
we prepare our foods till midnight..@@
these are the forrero rocher we sales..look nice is it?^^

these are our chocolate cookies..so delicious!

these are our muffins..^^

this is our cocoa crunch with chocolate!

got others pictures i took i din uploaded here..
the 1st night my fren and i din have sleep for the whole day coz busying preparing our foods..so tired + sleepy + suffer!!whatever still have to survive..
the 2cnd day our business not good as the 1st day..maybe not many students have class that day..at last we sales as much as we can to reduce our loss..
at last our business is done!awesome to my friends!

Celebrate..❤

I'm update my blog again..
Today was my Course mate Big day..is Anna Birthday..it's also our last paper today(Acc Test1)..
In the morning, like usual we having class..Woww..everyone is in Study Mode because we got Acc test at 1p.m..

Break time......

We are planning to celebrate our Birthday Girl big day at Lintas UpperStar!
then we headed to there celebrate..reach there..while waiting for our lunch,my friends went to nearby bakery shop buy 1 box of muffins..


so cute right?haha..❤ it..
we want give birthday girl surprise but don't noe whether she surprise or not..=.=

After finish our lunch it almost 1p.m..then we quickly rush back to campus having test..><"..we are Super Stressful & super nervous!hope our test cancel that moment..haha..but it's impossible..

During test...everyone seems like stressful & serious..haha..blablabla...then finish our test at last!Hurrayyy..
It's time to celebrate & sing "Happy Birthday" song to our birthday girl..^^


then I took some pictures....










After sing birthday song then we eat birthday muffin..look so cute and it tastes not bad la..then,we finish our class for the day & everyone is going back home..
felt tired and have to do assignment again..@@..Urrrggghhh!hate it!non-stops stressful..please leave me as far as u can!!Please..@@

TirEd daY ❤

Start my story again..today wake up in the early morning..6.00a.m.@@..then get ready and go out with my ji mui..her parents come and fetch me(thank aunt & uncle..^^)

First of all,we headed to X place(I dont noe what the name of place)send her mum to work.After that,her dad bring us go breakfast(Laksa Sarawak) at Gaya Street there.My friend told me that shop quite famous because of it Laksa & everyday also full of customer,their purpose is to eat it Laksa..YummyY..haha..actually I dont noe the name of the shop I just noe go inside & order my foods & eat..haha

After finish our breakfast,we went to walked Gaya Street.I realise that I have been long time din go Gaya Street already..haha..nothing is changed,still the same..^^..Walk & walk & walk,we saw many puppies were inside the cage and keep barking..so pity on theme..some of theme was so cute..urghh..like I want bring it home..haha..

so cute..^^
I took the pictures when I was furious of its..haha..







This is another puppy which is Poodle..^^

we Spend about half and hour there and keep play with the puppy..Actually there have 2 Hush Puppies but I din catch its pictures because I think Hush puppies not cute at all and its eyes seems like sleepy eyes..hehe..

Then we continue..walk and walk..saw another stall sell (Garfield cats)haha..the cats were so nughty like monkeys..haha..

This one is nice..^^


I like this one❤..white colour..it so pampered^^..but I only can see and play with it temporarily..=="..I want buy it..hope nexxxtttt time got more nice and cute 1..haha..

Urgh..STOPS!enough for that!after that continue walk,saw something attracting me then I took the pictures down..hehe..Is it look nice?haha..
we headed to another stall which is sales those craft..look so nice then decided to do one for memorable..
it look like too simple but is ok la I can decorate it later..^^
Finish walk there then went go Khidmat Memandu Kinabalu(KMK) for the 1st day..that is hear talks from the KMK lecturer..huh..I sit there for 5 hours and my ass flate already..the talk was so fun at the beginning and boring at the end but so happy because at last can leave that place le..haha..
After finish 5hours talk,we headed to Suria & Wisma Merdeka shopping & dinner..
this are honey chicken rice & lamb wrapped by roti canai..after dinner,her parents sent me home..><..a tired Sundday but happy..^^

Is TiMe to StUdY =.="

This is the 2nd SEM CFP course which is 21 weeks.This SEM is damn stressing because I need to take 6 subjects in 4 months:
1.ECONOMICS2
2.ENGLISH LANGUAGE SKILLS2
3.MATHEMATICS AND STATISTICS2
4.BUSINESS STUDIES2
5.BUSINESS STUDIES3
6.MORAL EDUCATION

Urgh It's can make me insane soon & I hope that I wont repeat any subjects!I need to START study from now on because Business Studies TEST 1 is coming,it's next Tuesday(12 Oct) then Economics TEST 1 on 18 Oct..URgghh..I'm;
-Super hate TEST & EXAM
-Super no mood
-Super stress
-Super nervous

I have to study early so that I wont rush at last minute.Hopefully I can get satisfactory result in this SEM!
Before I stop here,I want to share this;

“It does not matter how slowly you go as long as you do not stop.”

StoRy oF RegReT

There was this guy who believed very much in true love and decided to take his time to wait for his right girl to appear. He believed that there would definitely be someone special out there for him, but none came.

Every year at Christmas, his ex-girlfriend would return from Vancouver to look him up. He was aware that she still held some hope of re-kindling the past romance with him. He did not wish to mislead her in any way. So he would always get one of his girl friends to pose as his steady whenever she came back. That went on for several years and each year, the guy would get a different girl to pose as his romantic interest. So whenever the ex-girlfriend came to visit him, she would be led into believing that it was all over between her and the guy. The girl took all those rather well, often trying to casually tease him about his different girlfriends, or so, as it seemed! In fact, the girl often wept in secret whenever she saw him with another girl, but she was too proud to admit it. Still, every Christmas, she returned, hoping to re-kindle some form of romance. But each time, she returned to Vancouver feeling disappointed.

Finally she decided that she could not play that game any longer. Therefore, she confronted him and professed that after all those years, he was still the only man that she had ever loved. Although the guy knew of her feelings for him, he was still taken back and have never expected her to react that way. He always thought that she would slowly forget about him over time and come to terms that it was all over between them. Although he was touched by her undying love for him and wanted so much to accept her again, he remembered why he rejected her in the first place-she was not the one he wanted. So he hardened his heart and turned her down cruelly. Since then, three years have passed and the girl never return anymore. They never even wrote to each other. The guy went on with his life..... still searching for the one but somehow deep inside him, he missed the girl.

On the Christmas of 1995, he went to his friend's party alone. "Hey, how come all alone this year? Where are all your girlfriends? What happened to that Vancouver babe who joins you every Christmas?", asked one of his friend. He felt warm and comforted by his friend's queries about her, still he just surged on.
Then, he came upon one of his many girlfriends whom he once requested to pose as his steady. He wanted so much to ignore her ..... not that he was impolite, but because at that moment, he just didn't feel comfortable with those girlfriends anymore. It was almost like he was being judged by them. The girl saw him and shouted across the floor for him. Unable to avoid her, he went up to acknowledge her.
"Hi......how are you? Enjoying the party?" the girl asked.

"Sure.....yeah!", he replied.
She was slightly tipsy..... must be from the whiskey on her hand. She continued,
"Why...? Don't you need someone to pose as your girlfriend this year?" Then he answered, "No, there is no need for that anymore......"
Before he can continue, he was interrupted, "Oh yes! Must have found a girlfriend! You haven't been searching for one for the past years, right?" The man looked up, as if he has struck gold, his face beamed and looked directly at the drunken girl. He replied, "Yes......you are right! I haven't been looking for anyone for the past years."
With that, the man darted across the floor and out the door, leaving the lady in much bewilderment. He finally realized that he has already found his dream girl, and she was.....the Vancouver girl all along! The drunken lady has said something that awoken him.

All along he has found his girl. That was why he did not bother to look further when he realized she was not coming back. It was not any specific girl he was seeking! It was perfection that he wanted, and yes.....perfection!!
Relationship is something both parties should work on. Realizing that he had let away someone so important in his life, he decided to call her immediately. His whole mind was flooded with fear. He was afraid that she might have found someone new or no longer had the same feelings anymore..... For once, he felt the fear of losing someone.

As it was Christmas eve, the line was quite hard to get through, especially an overseas call. He tried again and again, never giving up. Finally, he got through......precisely at 1200 midnight. He confessed his love for her and the girl was moved to tears. It seemed that she never got over him! Even after so long, she was still waiting for him, never giving up.

He was so excited to meet her and to begin his new chapter of their lives. He decided to fly to Vancouver to join her. It was the happiest time of their lives! But their happy time was short-lived. Two days before he was supposed to fly to Vancouver, he received a call from her father. She had a head-on car collision with a drunken driver. She passed away after 6 hours in a coma.
The guy was devastated, as it was a complete loss. Why did fate played such cruel games with him? He cursed the heaven for taking her away from him, denying even one last look at her! How cruel he cursed! How he damned the Gods...!! How he hated himself....for taking so long to realize his mistake!! That was in 1996.

The moral of this story is :
Treasure what you have...
Time is too slow for those who wait;
Too swift for those who fear;
Too long for those who grief;
Too short for those who rejoice;
But for those who love...
Time is Eternity.

For all you out there with someone special in your heart, cherish that person, cherish every moment that you spend together that special someone, for in life, anything can happen anytime. You may painfully regret, only to realise that it is too late.

Hang Out ❤

Today after class go watch "WALL Street-Money never sleep" with my classmates..actually this movie was recommended by our Business studies lecturer..

This movie talk about as the global economy teeters on the brink of disaster, a young Wall Street trader partners with disgraced former Wall Street corporate raider Gordon Gekko on a two-tiered mission: To alert the financial community to the coming doom, and to find out who was responsible for the death of the young trader's mentor.

This movie quite boring for me because it is not interesting and I almost fall asleep during the movie show..

爱不是1+1

最近好烦啊！！！！直接说我的故事吧。。有个某某人从上次（今年吧但不知那个月那一天）开始追求我。。某某人以跟我告白过了好几次但每一次都被我拒绝。。至到昨晚某某人问我是否给他机会做我男友。。我不知如何回答他。。他说也许我需要些时间考虑。。我想都没想就回答他说；我没想过也不想去想！突然间觉得我对他很残忍哦。。但我也不想得咯。。只希望他能明白我的感受。。而且我一直在当他是我的朋友啊虽然我们刚认识不久。。

我成认自从认识了他以后我笑了很多也就是开心啦。。我不知他是不是天生就逗别人笑。。偶尔做些傻傻的动作，说笑话。。（谢谢你某某人）我也成认，认识了他以后发觉他是个不错的人（原意组人）也是个坦白的人。。但我就是接受不了他就连我自己也找不出理由为什么。。接下来该怎么面对他呢？假装没事面对他吗？（但我最讨厌假装了）我真的不知该如何。。。烦啊烦啊！！！还是别再想了啦。。就像人家说得“顺其自然吧”。。

无论如何我还是要谢谢你。。当然也要跟你说声对不起如果我做些了什么让你伤心不愉快的事。。（某某人）只希望当他看到我的部落各后他能够明白我要的是什么。。
那我就不多说了，就到此为此吧！

❤ I ♥ to being myself ❤

Bored Saturday!!

It's has been quite long that I din update my blog..=.="..recently lazy update blog that y become more lazy already..@@
Today early got Moral Studies class..9a.m-11a.m..this is the first time 3 classes combine together..quite noisy especially my batch classmates but we have fun..haha ❤..
This is our first class but it supposed to be last Saturday because our lecturer got something to managed..today our lecturer din start lesson yet and he introduced moral studies subject and the chapters as well as students evaluation..
After class went bek hostel..feel sleepy then go sleep but cant close my eyes..at last wake up go cook and take my lunch..after lunch donno what to do then update my blog here while listen to music..^^
Hmm..don noe can talk what else..i think that enuf for today..bye!

Disappointed..=.="

HaizzZ...Really disappointed le la this time...Wuwuu..

Just now morning received 1 Message..the message content is.........
~Dear student,the enrolment date for CFP start from 19 August and the classes begin on 23rd August..WTF* just 1week holiday..Wuwuuu...TT

1week holiday is too short & fast to me!!
SPEECHLESS..@@

FREEDOM

Today, 12 August'10, is my last paper (FINAL EXAM) which is MGT..after finish exam I really feel FREEDOM..YiPeE..then back hostel take a nap..I'm feeling happy when I think that no need to study till midnight then woke up study at 4a.m/5a.m..ha ha..I'm FREEDOM..^^

Hmmm....Holiday is Begin for 2weeks..yahoo!
suddenly feeling relax & happy..

What should I do during holiday?
1. take license
2. go Island (Manukan Island)
3. shopping & watch movie
4. at home eat & sleep
5. go travel (impossible)

Hopefully..
1.at home wont boring
2.at home dont eat too much (getting fat)
3.got something to do at home if not I'll be crazy
4.I can sleep as long as I can (nobody disturb me)
5.I can do what I want

Although Holiday just only 2weeks, but I will miss my fellow classmate..^^

3 August 2010, Tuesday

I'm back..it is quite long for me din have upgrade my blogger..^^..Well, I'm quite busy on this few week & of course sometimes will facing some problem in our life just we don't know when it happen on us..

Today, I wake up at 10a.m coz today din have class so can sleep late late..^^..Hmm..but....this week is my study week already coz FINAL EXAM is soon..I'm feeling stress & quite nervous now..I need to RUSHHHH my last assignment then do my revision before EXAM..@@..Anyway I wish all my fellow classmate can do well in their Final..^^

Hmmm..okay la..I stops here because don't talk much here and GOOD LUCK my classmate..^^

14 July 2010

Recently facing many problem & busy with study,test and sucks assignment then didn't have time to update my blog..bla bla blaaa..next week start busy again with presentation,test,quiz & study for FINAL EXAM!!(SooN)..HUh!dont know why everything so rush for me..Hmm..anyway I still have to face all this..@@..
I dont want talk much at here & I stop here!

♥ The Karate Kid ♥

Just now after presentation I & my friends decided go to watch movie at Suria Sabah (Ss).We decided to watch "The Karate Kid" ♥..^^


This movie is talk about a 12-year-old Dre Parker (Jaden Smith) could've been the most popular kid in Detroit, but his mother's latest career move has landed him in China. Dre immediately falls for his classmate Mei Ying (Wenwen Han) - and the feeling is mutual - but cultural differences make such a friendship impossible. Even worse, Dre's feelings make an enemy of the class bully, Cheng. In the land of kung fu, Dre knows only a little karate, and Cheng (Zhenwei Wang) puts "the karate kid" on the floor with ease. With no friends in a strange land, Dre has nowhere to turn but maintenance man Mr. Han (Jackie Chan), who is secretly a master of kung fu. As Han teaches Dre that kung fu is not about punches and parries, but maturity and calm, Dre realizes that facing down the bullies will be the fight of his life.

This the the movie trailer...♥



The movie was funny & touch..felt fresh when watching it..I like this movie very much..I give it 5Love ♥♥♥♥♥..^^!For those haven watch quickly go watch it..^^

PreSenTatioN

Today I woke up early in the morning..Urghh...I'm so nervous because we got our General Study (GNS) group presentation and we have to represent it out 1-by-1 & group by group..my group members got 4 persons & our group is the 3rd out of 4.
The day before the presentation,I keep my best to memorize my script whole night that I will going to present next day (today).

When presentation.....

When my group turn to represent...I'm the 3rd person to present my part..when is my turn,that moment Oh My God I'm sooo nervous 1 and felt like too hard to open my mouth & spoke it out..then I'm calm down & relax try to think back that not everyone is perfect & I get confidence and started my presentation..bla bla bla bla....Finally I done my part and more calm down,all the nervous feeling was disappear..^^

This is the 1st time that I speaking in Eng to present at college & absolutely different at school..lastly,I gained new experiences here..^^

♥ mY SweeT EiGhTeeN ♥

Happy Happy Happy..♥..♥..6 JunE was my Birthday..This year birthday was mY Sweet 18th BirthDay and for sure I got celebrated my birthday with my dear friends..Today I felt Happy & so Exciting..I woke up early in the beautiful morning (7.00a.m) & get ready..
Around 11.00 a.m. we reach KaraMunsinG & went to the Kk-BoX..



This is my BirThday cake - CheeSe ChochoLatE..YummYy~







Ha ha..I dont know how to sing Actually..^^







Those was my BiRthDay presents..^^







Anyway thank my dear friends wished & presents..^^Happy & appreciate..I LikE my presents so MucH..♥